Naliligo ako tapos pinag-iisipan ko yung sermon ng ate ko sa akin kanina. Nagalit siya kase ang gulo-gulo ko kahapon. Hindi siya makapasok ng kwarto kase nagpapractice kame ng sleep para sa screening. Tapos nagmamadali pa kame umalis kaya sobrang gulo ng kwarto. Kaya yun. Ang nanay ko naman ay nagtampo kase ang sungit ko kaninang umaga. Sabay hirit niya, "ikaw pa ang magagalit eh ikaw na nga ang labas nang labas."
*here come the tears*
Sobrang mahal ko ang pamilya ko. Kahit na alam ko na hindi kame yung sobrang perfect na pamilya, mahal ko parin sila. Sana alam nila yun. Sobrang proud ako sa mga kapatid ko. Kung alam lang nila kung gaano ko sila pinagyayabang sa mga kaibigan ko. O kahit dun sa mga bagong kilala ko lang. "Yung kuya ko? Ang bait-bait nun. Lagi niya kong inaalagaan kahit na hindi ko alam. Yung ate ko? Nako, sobrang talino niyan. Siya na ang pinakahenyo sa aming lahat." Lahat ng acomplishment nila sinasabi ko sa kanila. Kahit na yung print ad ng kuya ko o kaya modelling chuva.
Nagpapakwento ako sa mga kaibigan ko na kaibigan din ang kuya ko. Sabi nila sobrang bait ng kuya ko. Pag nakikilala niyo talaga siya, sobrang bait niya. Tapos sobrang na-touch ako kase parang, "wow, kuya ko yan!!!" Tapos yung ate ko, kahit na sobrang-sobrang sungit niya, pag nagkataon na good mood siya, sobrang saya niyang kasama. Sobrang taas-noo ako sa mga kapatid ko. Kung ano ayaw nila, ayaw ko na rin. Kung ano gusto nila, yun ang gusto ko kase sobrang astig yung mga kapatid ko. Gusto ko maging katulad nila (minus the bad stuff).
Yung mommy ko naman, GRABE. Kahit na labas ako nang labas, payag lang siya. May rason naman kung bakit malapit na siyang magalit sakin. Feeling ko ganyan siya kase baby niya ko tsaka namimiss na niya yung pag magkasama kame. Yung tipong, ten years old pa ko nun tapos sobrang hanga ako sa mga magulang ko. Oo lang siya nang oo. Gusto ko pag laki ko at nanay na ako, ganun ako (minus the bad stuff). Yung tipong, kahit na nananakit ka na, ibibigay mo ang lahat para sa mga anak mo. Kahit na wala ka ng kotse o driver, sige lang basta masaya ang anak mo. Kahit na sobra-sobra na ang overtime at kulang na ang panahon mo para sa sarili mo, sige lang basta may bahay na titirahan ang anak mo at masaya sila.
Yung tatay ko naman, SOBRANG MISS KO NA SIYA. Sana magkasama na kame ulit. Wish ko lang....
Kung alam lang nila kung ano ang tingin ko sa kanila; kung gaano ko sila ka-mahal. Haay. Mahal ko sila.
I have never asked for anything this huge in my entire life. Selfish, but it's worth a shot. I'm trying to raise enough money to get lui a roundtrip ticket from bangkok to here and back even for just a few days. No target date yet. I'm just trying to figure out a way to get her here. And for once, i think i'm ready to actually set aside money and pay for the consequences (starve) just to reach that goal. Pero malamang hindi naman ako mamamatay sa gutom niyan. Shempre kakain parin ako. I really really miss lui. And i know she's really depressed. And for once, i'd like to do something really nice for her. She deserves this. So please, if any of you could help, it'd be great. And when i say help, hindi lang yung moral support ah. Genuine intent. Meron bang ganun na term. Basta!
Gusto kong ma-ospital. Hindi naman sa ungrateful ako na hindi pa ko napupunta sa ospital pero parang, ang saya siguro nun. Malamang lahat ng nasa ospital may sakit. At pag may sakit ang tao, pumapayat. Yehes!!! Tsaka ang daming bumibisita na mga tao. Tsaka parang wala kang pakialam sa nangyayari sa labas. Tapos may flowers at chocolate at whatever ka pa. Parang ang saya. Ang dami kong naisip na mga rason kung bakit masaya ma-ospital pero nakalimutan ko na. Haha!
Ang saya!!!! Ang saya saya saya saya saya!!!! So ayun na nga, kumakain kame sa kitchen ni droid tapos biglang may dumating na dalawang box ng dunkin donuts. Tasop kame parang, "eh? yun na yung surprise?" Tapos biglang gumalaw yugn swinging door sa kitchen at lumabas si luzee!!! Sumigaw kame tapos umiyak tapos nagyakapan! Sobrang sobrang sorbang saya ko!!! Sa sorbang saya ko, naiyak ako!!! First time yun mangyari sakin!!! Ang saya!!!!
Grabe, nagchat yung mga a-dayzers kahapon sa ym. Nandun si Kaia, Anj, Tammy, Carlo, Gillie, Erix, Third, Rita, at Kuya Buloig. Si carlo ang batas! HaHaHa! At dahil kay tammy, naging self-confessed lizzie maguire fan na ko. ARGH!!!
If you believe...we got a picture perfect plan... we got you fooled... coz we only do the best we can.. sometimes we make it.. sometimes we fake it.. but if theres one step closer each and everyday .. we'll figure it our on the way..ยค
WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! ANG SAYA!!!!!!! I'm sooooooo high. Not from drugs ah. From Days, from dee, from luzee's surprise, from everything.
Grabe. Where to start?!?! Days muna. Grabe. Sooooobrang high ko from days. Kala ko parang yung unang time na apg staff namin pero parang iba. Mas marami kaming nakilala. Tapos sobrang adventure talaga namin ni nadia. Ang galing-galing ni nadia magdrive! HaHaHa! Grabe. Bow down ako kay nads. HaHaHa! Pag ako pwede na amgdrive, siya naman yung magkocoach sakin. HaHa! Go, nadia! Go, nadia! Drive! Drive! DRIVE!!!! HaHaHa! Tapos ang saya kase nagstaff din si goyok este chris. Ang saya!!! Tapos hindi siya nahiya di tulad nung pag mga strangers ang kasama niya. TAPOS!!! Sumayaw siya!!! HaHaHa! Aww, proud ako. HaHa! Tapos soooobrang mahal ko si rita. Dapat pag naging rector siya, adopted anak niya ko. Hindi ako papayag na maging rector siya kung hindi ako maging anak niya. Haha! Tapos ang weird. Kilala pala ni lin, waps at jeline yung kuya ko! Blockmate nila o kaya classmate. HaHa! Astig! Tapos si cris! Awww, si cris! At si charles! Aww, si charles! Si cris at si charles! Aww, si cris at si charles! Sorbang saya ko na masaya na uli si cris. PArang, sobrang deserving niya. Basta! Halatang kinikilig siya nung tinext niya ko. Awwww. Cris! Halabshu!!!! Gusto ko na pag nagkataon na magiging rector ako in the future, like 10 million years from now, gusto ko si cris ang co-rector ko. Wish ko lang!!!!!! Spongebob and spongebobs!!!! HaHaHaHaHa! Ang saya ng batch! Batch an ulit!!!! December na!!! Who wants to join?!??!
Tapos yung surprise!!! Dapat hindi na ko pupunta sa dee-union sa galle pero pinilit ko talaga kahit na nagkasakit ako kase mahal ko ang dee. Sooooobra. Nanuod kame ng freaky friday. Tapos ang saya kase nakasabay namin si ria tsaka yung boyplends niya na super kamukha ni anton na ex ni nikki. sooooooper. Tapos wala na kaming magawa kaya pumunta na kame sa bahay ni andrea. Tapos! Tapos! Ay, shoot. hindi pa pwede kase may barkada surprise pa. HaHa! Bitin! Bukas niyo na lang malalaman ang surprise. Grabe! Exciting!!!!!!!
Zee!!!! Congrats!!! Grabe! Ang daming magagandang nangyayari ngayon!!!! Sobrang saya ko! Salamt, Kuya Jess!!!! Kakaiba ka talaga! Salamat! Salamat! Salamat!!!!
I am officially on sembreak. Although i've been on sembreak for almost three weeks now with the excemption of a few days spent for my math finals and my plates. AND, i get to use the computer now cos none of my siblings are home. My brohter's been hogging the computer for the past two weeks finishing his papers.
Owel's a rockstar! HaHaHaHaHa! It annoys hm when i say that. HaHaHa! I am now organizing my sched according to which gigs i want to go to. So THIS is sembreak. Ahhh. Sarap.
The maid from next door is singing again. Maybe this is her way of getting back at us for the time i had band practice and i had to move the set-up in the living room because some of my bandmates were guys. HaHaHaHaHa! Eh yung iba pa naman sa kanila sobrang gustong maingay kaya kahit anong gawin namin sorbang lakas. HaHaHa! And so she torments me with barok versions of the itsy bitsy spider, mr suave, and other nursery rhymes. Lord, help me. HeHe.
Woah.... I was checking my mail when i read this one post by mon. Luigi, Cesca's boyfriend, got into a car accident and didn't make it. I am in shock. I never really knew him. He was more of Cesca's boy or Izzy's cousin to me but it still somehow hits me as though i knew him. He was so young. He was 18. He was just like me. And they were in love. How awful it must be for Cesca. She really loved him. Their families practically had dinner together, i think. Tipong, kulang na lang magpakasal na sila. Weird.... Strange.... Shocking.... Damn. What a reality check. Kaya mag-ingat kayong lahat. Mahal ko kayo. My prayers go to Cesca, his family, and to him, wherever he is.
Annoying. May sinulat ako kagabi pero hindi lumabas. Labo, meng.
spent the entire day in mom's office doing my final plate. I've finished the drafts. Now i just have to transef them into the tracing paper and do the isometric view. It's a nice house. I like it. Wala lang.
I have a suspicion regarding friendster. since i started using it, the server's been going loco. It won't go to certain sites unless i log-out or restart the computer. AND, my messages are delayed. It's a conspiracy i tell you. HaHa! I hate it but i can't stop using it. Perfect definition of a hypocrite. ;)
Oh yeah. I got my letter from shell. My painting wasn't chosen. Like i ever thought it would be. Funny thing though. Doca's paintings weren't chosen and she's considered a goddess in our class. BUT, richard and ac haven't gotten their letters yet so we're hoping theirs were chosen. I really like richard's. Wala lang. Nothing to write.
GigsGigsGigs imago
October 23- Big Sky Mind
October 24- Southville
October 28- Millenia
October 31- Pier One, Pasay fatal posporos
Ocotber 31- Pier One boldstar cynthia alexander
October 21- 70s Bistro
October 30- 70s Bistro twisted halo
October 28- Millenia drip
October 23- Rock Radio Cafe, Alabang
October 24- Rock2Metal matilda nityalila silent sanctuary
October 21- Rock Radio Cafe, Alabang
October 24- Rock to Metal
October 25- Westin
October 29- Big Sky Mind cambio
October 23- Big Sky Mind
October 24- Rajah Soliman, Roxas Blvd, 5pm
October 27- Mayrics, 11pm
October 28- Millenia
October 30- Megamall
November 4- East Bar
November 7- Eastwood
November 8- Rockwell Tent
November 15- 70s Bistro
November 17- Meralco Theater
November 21- Glorietta
November 22- Circle C Mall, Congressional Ave
November 24- Mayrics
